Do you really believe IQ is something that you just get?
That its like eye-color? Or hair-color? Or skin color?
oh no
no-no-no-no-NO!
Its something that you fight for.
Its something that you dig out of the shadows of your mind
with the broken bleeding fingers of your soul.
And those shadows are harder than any rock.
IQ is something that you risk everything for.
Its a state of utter fearlessness.
You liken me to the una-bomber.
And yes, there are many similarities, so I can appreciate,
why you think that.
And you may even be right.
I never looked too closely at his life.
And you say that I resent my own intelligence.
no.
What I suffered to attain it was an act of devotion.
Anyone can have it.
Most are so terrified of the light, that they hide
in their own shadows.
Its a state of emotion. It is actually pure emotion.
THIS IS THE LOGOS.
What matters it that I must wear 2 sox on each foot
because one has a hole in the toe, and the other
a hole in the heel?
... when I laugh so loudly in my soul each time
I disprove the pseudo-science of the "well-dressed" infidels?
as they groan themselves awake when their master:
Mr Alarm Clock reminds them of their mindless-ritual lives?
And I awaken when it is time to do just that because they made me
"unemployable" with slander and jealousy.
So I have to hand-stitch my baggies to stop them
disintegrating as I go to the beach.
While they steal an extra 10 minutes of their 'lunch-break'
to go buy another $100 silk tie?
And their boss subconsciously sodomizes them at every
minute they are not grinding out meaningless work
that has no real value.
Did the una-bomber speak to Jesus personally?
Twice?
Did the una-bomber learn cosmology from John the Baptist?
Personally?
Did he see the very Creation of the Universe in pure math?
Was he told by John, of how the very first universe
manifested as the first physical points of non-conscious existence?
Could you even imagine the laughter that has echoed in my
mind for the last seven whole years
when it became apparent without any doubt
that Einstein, was not only a charlatan,
but a liar and a thief?
Do you really believe that your white world is as right
and good and wonderful as they tell you it is?
Do you know what it is like to remember past lives?
To be a zulu warrior without ANY fear?
To be a fisherman with a spear 1000 years ago
and slaughter a mongol, when he was fully armoured
and have you ribs hacked wide open by his friend?
To astral travel to other planets?
See whole worlds that are every bit as real and full
of color and smell that this little grey world is?
John 14:12
who believes in me,
will do even greater things
than i have done