Post by marduk on Dec 18, 2017 5:34:12 GMT
since i keep on bring up the topic of DMT in the relgion/philosphical forums, i thought might as well make a separate thread about psychedelics.
do we have any psychedelic enthusiasts over here? if so what all have you tried? what were you experiences? and how did it impact your life?
here is mine
for me it was a 400 micrograms dose of lsd i took it alone in my room at night, i was playing a game on my laptop who also took lsd around the same time that i did and both of us were waiting for the initial state of euphoria before the trip kicked in, as soon as the euphoria hit i told my friend , its here boy i am gonna head and i logged off turned off the lights and all sound and blissfully started at the patterns emerging outside my windows in the stars and the trees. since i have done lsd before i knew through experience when the tirp was about to peak and before that happened i settled in my bed sitting down closed my eyes , i was pretty oblivious to my surroundings but i made sure it was safe before hand, and when i closed my eyes initially there was utter darkness, which usually the case when anybody is sober, but then out of nowhere just like a dream i was thrown into this long tube completely circular which had all sorts of patterns etched on the walls which spiraled down without any end to it, my frame of vision was within the tube and i had a complete 360 degree view which baffled me because i had never experienced vision internal or external without the box that is my range of eyesight, as i was drifting down and down within the tube i tried deconstruction the meaning of the experience and the patterns on the wall, tried hard didn't get anywhere, the experience was far too overwhelming, after what felt like days i began to see a tiny dot at the bottom of the tube, i had amde the journey through the tube and i could see its end, as i approached the dot, it got bigger and bigger, initially it was a white dot but as i got closer it seemed to be like a planet it was swirling with purple and green and blue like a living planet, and indeed it was a giant ass planet which i realized that when i got very fuckin close to it, and finally it absorbed me or my 360 degree frame of vision into it and the experience of being adsorbed by that planet was the most fullfiling experience i ever had in my life, it was pure white light everywhere and i couldn't contain my fulfillment i just couldn't, as soon as that happened i woke up and found myself curled up in a fetal position, i got up and i wanted to just hug my mom first and foremost and after that my family and all the trees around me literally everything that i could find within reach had this unhinged feeling of being compassionately grateful about everything, but i had no explanation for why i felt that way after being absorbed by a planet in a dreamlike state, ever since i have tried to deconstruct the mind and the states of mind one can possibly achieve. it has been th emost life changing experience for me because i got over this dull sense of not being aware about much of anything to an extreme sense of clarity and awareness, over 2 years i thought about the trip drying to dig deeper when i realized that the whole lesson of the trip was to dig deeper to reach within and find the answers to the questions you are looking for very symbolic, and i have been trying to achieve the state of unhinged compassionate gratefulness and love ever since without using any psychedelics(will try DMT once tho and psilocibin), because the experience did fade away over time, and my state of mind also warped back to what it was. i feel like i saw the result of the journey that i have undertaken as of know in that trip, the journey being the search for enlightenment
p.s before this trip i used to abuse psychedelics, especially weed used to be stoned through the entire day, i had a 3 gram shooter which i was able to can in one go, i was very proud of the "feat", after that one experience i haven't bought weed by myself and i only smoke it because of the social circles i formed when i used to smoke weed insist which is like once in 3-4 months, i also had forgotten about the curiosities of life which enthralled me before which i found again after the LSD experience, that is psychology philosphy and anything ancient from history to mythology to religion and my mom told me in tears after sensing the changes in me one year after the trip that the son she had lost had been found again
do we have any psychedelic enthusiasts over here? if so what all have you tried? what were you experiences? and how did it impact your life?
here is mine
for me it was a 400 micrograms dose of lsd i took it alone in my room at night, i was playing a game on my laptop who also took lsd around the same time that i did and both of us were waiting for the initial state of euphoria before the trip kicked in, as soon as the euphoria hit i told my friend , its here boy i am gonna head and i logged off turned off the lights and all sound and blissfully started at the patterns emerging outside my windows in the stars and the trees. since i have done lsd before i knew through experience when the tirp was about to peak and before that happened i settled in my bed sitting down closed my eyes , i was pretty oblivious to my surroundings but i made sure it was safe before hand, and when i closed my eyes initially there was utter darkness, which usually the case when anybody is sober, but then out of nowhere just like a dream i was thrown into this long tube completely circular which had all sorts of patterns etched on the walls which spiraled down without any end to it, my frame of vision was within the tube and i had a complete 360 degree view which baffled me because i had never experienced vision internal or external without the box that is my range of eyesight, as i was drifting down and down within the tube i tried deconstruction the meaning of the experience and the patterns on the wall, tried hard didn't get anywhere, the experience was far too overwhelming, after what felt like days i began to see a tiny dot at the bottom of the tube, i had amde the journey through the tube and i could see its end, as i approached the dot, it got bigger and bigger, initially it was a white dot but as i got closer it seemed to be like a planet it was swirling with purple and green and blue like a living planet, and indeed it was a giant ass planet which i realized that when i got very fuckin close to it, and finally it absorbed me or my 360 degree frame of vision into it and the experience of being adsorbed by that planet was the most fullfiling experience i ever had in my life, it was pure white light everywhere and i couldn't contain my fulfillment i just couldn't, as soon as that happened i woke up and found myself curled up in a fetal position, i got up and i wanted to just hug my mom first and foremost and after that my family and all the trees around me literally everything that i could find within reach had this unhinged feeling of being compassionately grateful about everything, but i had no explanation for why i felt that way after being absorbed by a planet in a dreamlike state, ever since i have tried to deconstruct the mind and the states of mind one can possibly achieve. it has been th emost life changing experience for me because i got over this dull sense of not being aware about much of anything to an extreme sense of clarity and awareness, over 2 years i thought about the trip drying to dig deeper when i realized that the whole lesson of the trip was to dig deeper to reach within and find the answers to the questions you are looking for very symbolic, and i have been trying to achieve the state of unhinged compassionate gratefulness and love ever since without using any psychedelics(will try DMT once tho and psilocibin), because the experience did fade away over time, and my state of mind also warped back to what it was. i feel like i saw the result of the journey that i have undertaken as of know in that trip, the journey being the search for enlightenment
p.s before this trip i used to abuse psychedelics, especially weed used to be stoned through the entire day, i had a 3 gram shooter which i was able to can in one go, i was very proud of the "feat", after that one experience i haven't bought weed by myself and i only smoke it because of the social circles i formed when i used to smoke weed insist which is like once in 3-4 months, i also had forgotten about the curiosities of life which enthralled me before which i found again after the LSD experience, that is psychology philosphy and anything ancient from history to mythology to religion and my mom told me in tears after sensing the changes in me one year after the trip that the son she had lost had been found again