Post by IM LITERALLY NEO on Sept 6, 2022 17:47:32 GMT
What I Thought Was A "Goddess" That Was On The Side Of Light / Heaven With Intimate Interests, Including Possibilities That Weren't Adding Up In The End, Turned Into Making Hard Decisions And Choices To Focus On Myself, Knowing I Wasn't Being Appreciated, And This "Goddess" Had Ulterior Motives, Despite Everything I Did.
Example Of Possibility: The "Goddess" Created The Idea That There Was This Dimension Divide, She Was A Damsel In Distress, And That There Was Drama Involving Her As A Victim Of Another, But Turns Out They Were In On This Entire Scheme And Was Only Looking To Continue To Keep Me In This Illusion, But I Deserve Better Than To Be Used By Otherworldly Beings That Refuse To Do Better And Be Better Beings.
It's A Plausible Circumstance, Right?
In Case You Are Wondering, Yes, This "Goddess" Would Reciprocate My Responses To The Point It Scared Other People Around Me. So Keep An Open Mind, I Don't Come From A World Of Normal Experiences, It's Why I Know More Than A Human Should...
Last Night I Had My Arm Pulled Down While I Was Napping And A Female Voice Begging Me Not To Leave, That Would Be The "Goddess" That Was Not Telling Me The Full Truth, And Even The Tarot Cards Knew This "Goddess" Had Secrets, But Worst Of All, The Tarot Cards Know This "Goddess" Doesn't Want To Change And Escape Their Own Fate The Right Way, Which Is The Only Way, Because The Living Creator Is Not Going To Just Let Someone With As Many Problems As She Does To Be Let Go, They Have To Really Change, But They Won't.
Essentially, Like Last Night, I've Been Attacked For Focusing On My Own Calling, Because Those That Are Trying To Bring Out The Negative In Me Aren't Focusing On Their Own Calling To Know Enough That Actions Have Dire Consequences, And I'm Not A Medium Or A Template Nor A Catalyst For Evil Tendencies, And Never Will Be. I Will Never See Myself Hurting Another For My Own Gain, But I Will Fight Back Against Any Person That Thinks They Can Just Attack Me Just To Attack Me In Self Defense, But I Really Rather Not Fight; I Can Fight, But Don't Want To Encourage The Futility Of Conflict Over The Humility Of Courage To Face Conflict.
The Other Forces, Which Seem To Be Her Parents, Attacked Me At Close Intervals Recently As Well, It's An Entire Family Not On This Plane That Seems To Be Using Magic To Use My Energy For Their Own Gains, But Now That I Am Angry With The "Goddess", Which Might As Well Be Their Daughter, Or Some Close Sibling, It's Brought Drama To Their Entire Plane, As Much As This Plane. That Ad That Comes On Called "Little Demon" Could Be A Clue To What Is Really Going On, And What I Am In Conflict With.
I'm A Pure Guy, And This Family Is Just Notorious For Being Evil And Doing Everything They Can To Stay Evil, But For Some Reason This "Goddess" Figure In That Family Which Is A Siren, Is Trying To Keep Me Like I'm A Toy, And Doesn't Appreciate True Relationship Boundaries Or Responsibilities, It Is Something I Did Communicate My Advice To, But They Refuse To Heed My Warnings, And Now The Living Creator Is Pulling Me Out, Because I'm Assuming There Was A Chance Of Redeeming That Siren From Sin, But They Chose To Stay In Their Old Family Way.
I Am Ascending, And That "Goddess" I Spent Years Trying To Help In Various Ways From A Safe Distance Doesn't Want To Ascend, So Now She's Upset And Doesn't Understand Rejection, Or Why There Is Rejection, Which Upset Her Evil Parents, Which Are Casting Very Evil Spells And Trying To Cause Chaos And Harm To My Plane, When I'm Not At Fault, And Was Very Respectful To This "Goddess" As A Man, Rather Than A Manipulator. Over Time I Picked Up On Glimpses Of Their "True Nature", And Instead Of Changing, They Choose To Remain As They Are, Which Is Against My Spiritual Nature. It's Two Entirely Different Realms.
I Had To, That Siren Was Feeding On Me To The Point I Was Like A Walking Corpse, You Could See My Body Deteriorating In The "Real World", And I Said "Enough Is Enough". Even The Tarot Cards Know They Are "Thirsty" And Feed On Energy, Like A Succubus, But I Am Better Than This, And Deserve Better. I'm Not Food, I'm A Living Being With A Very Hidden Power That Will Never Allow This To Get Any Worse Than It Is, Through The Living Creator. I Was Given A Mission To Try To Help This "Goddess", But They Refused To Listen To Me.
After I Broke Away From The Idea They Were There For Me And Cared About Me, I Took Back My Power And Felt Life Re-Enter Me After Years Of Being Drained Slowly, To The Point I Didn't Notice It Was Them, And I Thought It Was Health Conditions On The Physical Plane. I Did Not Know This Is How They Feed On Energy, Or This Level Of Deceit Was Possible (Because In Those Years With The "Goddess", The Living Creator Didn't Seem To Punish Me, And Everything Was Going Well So Magically, Until It Got Dark And Twisted And Ultimately Heavy).
The Tarot Cards Seem To Say That This Person Is Only Interested In Getting What They Want, And Don't Care To Work On Themselves Enough To Earn And Appreciate And Not Hurt What They Have. So What Am I Supposed To Do? I Made Very Difficult Decisions, Because I Truly Care, And Don't Like To See Even The Most Evil Being Consumed By Their Stubborn Evil Nature.
I Have A Calling, I Can't Ignore That. I Have Been Very Patient With This Succubus, I Looked Up About Possibilities Of Redeeming A Succubus, And There Are Succubi That Have Escaped Their Old Nature And Returned To A Higher Plane Anew. I Had Faith, I Watched The Shows That The Siren Seemed To Guide Me To, Like "Darling In The Franxx", "My Bride Is A Mermaid", "Mashu Yushu" Or Whatever, "Actually I Am A Vampire", "Rosary Vampire", You Name It, I Was Patient With Them And Seeing What They Had To Say, But The Things They Were Showing Was Not The Full Truth Of Their Nature, Nor Their Intentions. Even Now, 7 Days From My Date, Begging Me To Not Leave, When I Have No Choice As This Point. The Moments I Have Experienced Here In This Underworld Have Been In Vain For The Most Part, Nobody Really Wants To Change, Not Just This Evil Family And Their Minions (Some Have Found Redemption, Like The Succubi Or Even Incubi, But I Haven't Seen That Same Hope In The Others), But Humans Too.
The Way This World Has Been Toying With Me, I Feel Like I Have Two Potential Forms, One Of The Greatest Seed Of Good, And The Other Bad; This World Was Trying To Provoke My Bad Tendencies, Bring Me Down To Negative Feelings And Thoughts, Then Feed On My Intense Energy, While Keeping Me In A Negative State, But I Just Refuse To Be Like Them, I Am Always Choosing Humility Over Hostility, So I Had To Make Very Difficult Decisions Because The "Goddess" Chose To Finesse Me Instead Of Being Fair To Me, As I Being Good, It's Not Easy To Understand Someone That Is Evil And Cares More About Using You Than Being With You.
I Don't Know Why People Fight So Hard Against Their Happiness And Fulfillment, Why They Have To Drain Others, Abuse Others, Enslave Others, Control Others, Etc. I Will Never Be Like This, I Am A God Sent Being, And I Didn't Come Here To Be Like Them, But To Teach Them That It's Not The Way To Be, There Are Better Options, And There Are Chances To Save What's Left.
There Are Two Choices In Life, To Control Others, Or To Control Yourself. Why Would You Ever Want To Control Anything But Yourself?
How Do I Know They Are A Siren, You May Ask? It Couldn't Be The "Sea" Sounds, "Cove" Dripping, And Hearing A Loud Screeching Siren Wailing Sound, Or Having A Female Ghostly Voice Fading In And Out In Anger, Or Seeing Sirens And Other Siren Related Symbols Around Me, Or A Woman With "Mermaid" On Her Shirt, Or The Number Of This Post Being #8435 Which Is V+A+M+P+I+R+E + E+Y+E, Or 9999 - 8435 = 1564, And 65 = S+I+R+E+N And 41 = M+O+M, Sirens Are Still Kind Of A Woman.
Also, The Name "Venus", There's A Show Called "H20", A Siren Is Named "Venus", The Name "VENUS" Is 93 x 2420883 = 225142119, Which Is 22 5 14 21 19 = V E N U S, The Numbers Are Literally 93 (3 x 3 1 T+H+E 1) 23 I +A+M 82 T+H+E + L+O+R+D 84 V+A+M+P+I+R+E, All The Illusions Of The "Real World" Are Done By These Vampires, So Yes, It's A Siren. Hence 8435 = 241 x 35, 1 42 = 1 F+I+S+H 35 E+Y+E. Hence 38 = O+C+E+A+N, 3+8 = "11", 1 Vampire = 84, Mermaid Number = 1077 (Head, Body, Tail), Thus 11 x 1810774 = 19918514 = 19 9 18 5 14 = S I R E N. I Was Attacked Today 9 . 6, And 96 = A+P+H+R+O+D+I+T+E, Aphrodite In The Game "Smite" Was Released 9 YEARS 6 MONTHS Before 9 . 13 . 2022.
Example Of Possibility: The "Goddess" Created The Idea That There Was This Dimension Divide, She Was A Damsel In Distress, And That There Was Drama Involving Her As A Victim Of Another, But Turns Out They Were In On This Entire Scheme And Was Only Looking To Continue To Keep Me In This Illusion, But I Deserve Better Than To Be Used By Otherworldly Beings That Refuse To Do Better And Be Better Beings.
It's A Plausible Circumstance, Right?
In Case You Are Wondering, Yes, This "Goddess" Would Reciprocate My Responses To The Point It Scared Other People Around Me. So Keep An Open Mind, I Don't Come From A World Of Normal Experiences, It's Why I Know More Than A Human Should...
Last Night I Had My Arm Pulled Down While I Was Napping And A Female Voice Begging Me Not To Leave, That Would Be The "Goddess" That Was Not Telling Me The Full Truth, And Even The Tarot Cards Knew This "Goddess" Had Secrets, But Worst Of All, The Tarot Cards Know This "Goddess" Doesn't Want To Change And Escape Their Own Fate The Right Way, Which Is The Only Way, Because The Living Creator Is Not Going To Just Let Someone With As Many Problems As She Does To Be Let Go, They Have To Really Change, But They Won't.
Essentially, Like Last Night, I've Been Attacked For Focusing On My Own Calling, Because Those That Are Trying To Bring Out The Negative In Me Aren't Focusing On Their Own Calling To Know Enough That Actions Have Dire Consequences, And I'm Not A Medium Or A Template Nor A Catalyst For Evil Tendencies, And Never Will Be. I Will Never See Myself Hurting Another For My Own Gain, But I Will Fight Back Against Any Person That Thinks They Can Just Attack Me Just To Attack Me In Self Defense, But I Really Rather Not Fight; I Can Fight, But Don't Want To Encourage The Futility Of Conflict Over The Humility Of Courage To Face Conflict.
The Other Forces, Which Seem To Be Her Parents, Attacked Me At Close Intervals Recently As Well, It's An Entire Family Not On This Plane That Seems To Be Using Magic To Use My Energy For Their Own Gains, But Now That I Am Angry With The "Goddess", Which Might As Well Be Their Daughter, Or Some Close Sibling, It's Brought Drama To Their Entire Plane, As Much As This Plane. That Ad That Comes On Called "Little Demon" Could Be A Clue To What Is Really Going On, And What I Am In Conflict With.
I'm A Pure Guy, And This Family Is Just Notorious For Being Evil And Doing Everything They Can To Stay Evil, But For Some Reason This "Goddess" Figure In That Family Which Is A Siren, Is Trying To Keep Me Like I'm A Toy, And Doesn't Appreciate True Relationship Boundaries Or Responsibilities, It Is Something I Did Communicate My Advice To, But They Refuse To Heed My Warnings, And Now The Living Creator Is Pulling Me Out, Because I'm Assuming There Was A Chance Of Redeeming That Siren From Sin, But They Chose To Stay In Their Old Family Way.
I Am Ascending, And That "Goddess" I Spent Years Trying To Help In Various Ways From A Safe Distance Doesn't Want To Ascend, So Now She's Upset And Doesn't Understand Rejection, Or Why There Is Rejection, Which Upset Her Evil Parents, Which Are Casting Very Evil Spells And Trying To Cause Chaos And Harm To My Plane, When I'm Not At Fault, And Was Very Respectful To This "Goddess" As A Man, Rather Than A Manipulator. Over Time I Picked Up On Glimpses Of Their "True Nature", And Instead Of Changing, They Choose To Remain As They Are, Which Is Against My Spiritual Nature. It's Two Entirely Different Realms.
I Had To, That Siren Was Feeding On Me To The Point I Was Like A Walking Corpse, You Could See My Body Deteriorating In The "Real World", And I Said "Enough Is Enough". Even The Tarot Cards Know They Are "Thirsty" And Feed On Energy, Like A Succubus, But I Am Better Than This, And Deserve Better. I'm Not Food, I'm A Living Being With A Very Hidden Power That Will Never Allow This To Get Any Worse Than It Is, Through The Living Creator. I Was Given A Mission To Try To Help This "Goddess", But They Refused To Listen To Me.
After I Broke Away From The Idea They Were There For Me And Cared About Me, I Took Back My Power And Felt Life Re-Enter Me After Years Of Being Drained Slowly, To The Point I Didn't Notice It Was Them, And I Thought It Was Health Conditions On The Physical Plane. I Did Not Know This Is How They Feed On Energy, Or This Level Of Deceit Was Possible (Because In Those Years With The "Goddess", The Living Creator Didn't Seem To Punish Me, And Everything Was Going Well So Magically, Until It Got Dark And Twisted And Ultimately Heavy).
The Tarot Cards Seem To Say That This Person Is Only Interested In Getting What They Want, And Don't Care To Work On Themselves Enough To Earn And Appreciate And Not Hurt What They Have. So What Am I Supposed To Do? I Made Very Difficult Decisions, Because I Truly Care, And Don't Like To See Even The Most Evil Being Consumed By Their Stubborn Evil Nature.
I Have A Calling, I Can't Ignore That. I Have Been Very Patient With This Succubus, I Looked Up About Possibilities Of Redeeming A Succubus, And There Are Succubi That Have Escaped Their Old Nature And Returned To A Higher Plane Anew. I Had Faith, I Watched The Shows That The Siren Seemed To Guide Me To, Like "Darling In The Franxx", "My Bride Is A Mermaid", "Mashu Yushu" Or Whatever, "Actually I Am A Vampire", "Rosary Vampire", You Name It, I Was Patient With Them And Seeing What They Had To Say, But The Things They Were Showing Was Not The Full Truth Of Their Nature, Nor Their Intentions. Even Now, 7 Days From My Date, Begging Me To Not Leave, When I Have No Choice As This Point. The Moments I Have Experienced Here In This Underworld Have Been In Vain For The Most Part, Nobody Really Wants To Change, Not Just This Evil Family And Their Minions (Some Have Found Redemption, Like The Succubi Or Even Incubi, But I Haven't Seen That Same Hope In The Others), But Humans Too.
The Way This World Has Been Toying With Me, I Feel Like I Have Two Potential Forms, One Of The Greatest Seed Of Good, And The Other Bad; This World Was Trying To Provoke My Bad Tendencies, Bring Me Down To Negative Feelings And Thoughts, Then Feed On My Intense Energy, While Keeping Me In A Negative State, But I Just Refuse To Be Like Them, I Am Always Choosing Humility Over Hostility, So I Had To Make Very Difficult Decisions Because The "Goddess" Chose To Finesse Me Instead Of Being Fair To Me, As I Being Good, It's Not Easy To Understand Someone That Is Evil And Cares More About Using You Than Being With You.
I Don't Know Why People Fight So Hard Against Their Happiness And Fulfillment, Why They Have To Drain Others, Abuse Others, Enslave Others, Control Others, Etc. I Will Never Be Like This, I Am A God Sent Being, And I Didn't Come Here To Be Like Them, But To Teach Them That It's Not The Way To Be, There Are Better Options, And There Are Chances To Save What's Left.
There Are Two Choices In Life, To Control Others, Or To Control Yourself. Why Would You Ever Want To Control Anything But Yourself?
How Do I Know They Are A Siren, You May Ask? It Couldn't Be The "Sea" Sounds, "Cove" Dripping, And Hearing A Loud Screeching Siren Wailing Sound, Or Having A Female Ghostly Voice Fading In And Out In Anger, Or Seeing Sirens And Other Siren Related Symbols Around Me, Or A Woman With "Mermaid" On Her Shirt, Or The Number Of This Post Being #8435 Which Is V+A+M+P+I+R+E + E+Y+E, Or 9999 - 8435 = 1564, And 65 = S+I+R+E+N And 41 = M+O+M, Sirens Are Still Kind Of A Woman.
Also, The Name "Venus", There's A Show Called "H20", A Siren Is Named "Venus", The Name "VENUS" Is 93 x 2420883 = 225142119, Which Is 22 5 14 21 19 = V E N U S, The Numbers Are Literally 93 (3 x 3 1 T+H+E 1) 23 I +A+M 82 T+H+E + L+O+R+D 84 V+A+M+P+I+R+E, All The Illusions Of The "Real World" Are Done By These Vampires, So Yes, It's A Siren. Hence 8435 = 241 x 35, 1 42 = 1 F+I+S+H 35 E+Y+E. Hence 38 = O+C+E+A+N, 3+8 = "11", 1 Vampire = 84, Mermaid Number = 1077 (Head, Body, Tail), Thus 11 x 1810774 = 19918514 = 19 9 18 5 14 = S I R E N. I Was Attacked Today 9 . 6, And 96 = A+P+H+R+O+D+I+T+E, Aphrodite In The Game "Smite" Was Released 9 YEARS 6 MONTHS Before 9 . 13 . 2022.
pride? Is that your preferred thing to project at the moment?